This is goodbye, but don’t worry, not for long. I’m only leaving for three weeks of summer holidays! We’re going to Germany, which believe me, sounds a lot more impressive than it actually is. I do live in the Netherlands and about 80 kilometres from the border. We sometimes go just to buy groceries.

Anyway, whilst I’m having a great time in Germany with my family, I’ll leave you with this.
Have a great summer!

Sometimes music can send you the most conflicting messages. Take now for instance. I’m trying really hard to concentrate on looking forward first, and backwards second, and forgetting about certain things in my past. So far it’s been going okay btw.

However, then I listen to some random songs from my music collection (which is a bit thin right now, since the death of my old hard drive also murdered my carefully constructed music collection) and half of those songs are like: Don’t forget what’s in your past! Go back and find out where it can take you!
The other half is like: Oh come on, what’s in the past is in the past etc. You should really focus on yourself right now!

So now the question is, which songs will I need to keep listening to…

I have a serious lack of girl friends. I just figured that out ten minutes ago. Approximately 10 seconds after I had a crazy idea. Probably the craziest idea I’ll ever have. (Never mind the fact that I’ve been thinking about getting three tattoos.)

This crazy idea is the reason I need a girl friend. I need to talk to someone who will get this crazy idea out of my head, and to be honest I don’t really trust any of my other friends enough to tell them. Which is stupid, I know, but a valid point since the crazy idea involves another one of my friends.

So… Yeah… I have three options, none of which are very useful. I could a) get drunk and forget all about this crazy idea (problem: I don’t drink) b) call one of my friends and embarrass myself (problem: I don’t know if said friend is in the country right now) or c) go through with this crazy idea and potentially embarrass myself even more than with option b.

Since I am now officially screwed, and this blog entry isn’t making any more sense to me than it is to you, I think I’ll go with option c. I can always go for option a when option c really does embarress the hell out of me.